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Long time no update! [06 Nov 2005|10:41am]
[ mood | whatever... ]
[ music | Because Of YoO* kElly Clarkson ]

No one uses livejournal anymore...but idc...i ust felt like writing in this again...i remember i used to write in it alot when candii and me used to hang out...but people change! Ugh...alotta shits been going on...as if u guys dont already KnOW! High skewl is so different then I thought it would be! Everyday new bullshit and drama...and now im afraid that I completely lost everyone! Its high skewl why the fuck is there drama! Yah...it all started on the day of my birthday something had happened and then it just went to far that it got people to the point of calling me a fucking whore! seriously people needa mature More! I didnt really do anything the past couple months besides hang out with shit talkers...two face asswholes and Etc! The times i think Im having fun turn out fucking messed up! all i gotta say is chaldos are big fucking shit talkers! How could this happen one minute everyones so nice bro and then the next they all fucking gotta say shit! 5-21* wow bro everyone was different then! wtf had hAppEned? All people care bout are thereselves..never there friends! There all worried about whose going to hate them and everything when u should only care for the one whose been there for u through everything! Just remember when all u people who thought could do this to me come bak...wow imma fuck u all uP

whatever man...

halloween passed by

pics..

Halloween Pictures....Me and SaBrina x33
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CoMMEnt is yoO read ThIS!
-JessiKa

i LoVe YoOo
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well im reusing livejournal again:) [08 Sep 2005|09:59pm]
[ mood | loved ]

yah well i miss writing in this thing...its like wow i needa update today..lmaoo! well i had my party and it was okay lmaoo! and skewl started and its all basically drama! so many cute boys...so many boring teachers and alot of boring work! lmaoo! well yah thats bout it i'll update tomorrow bout my day

x33

Jay Jay xOX MUahhh

ilu boo*

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Here I am once again...im torn into pieces [23 Aug 2005|08:40am]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | wake up ]

Anyways this week was all drama and fun!

I went to sonyas birthday party. . .it was okay. . .Until people started saying shit!

On saTurday I went to the wcc and then I went to that party at st. joseph it was fun! everyone was there.

And On sunday I went to the mall! Yah everyone was there!

`--- If ur seen with a hoe then u are a hoe!

6 DaYs until my birthday
4 DAYS until my party!

shiett...its going to be off Da HooOk

:-p comment me

-Jay Jay

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SuMmErSz CoMiiNg To An EnD. . .!!`* [16 Aug 2005|07:31pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | OnE aNd oNlY---MaRiiAh CArEyY ]

okay well my week went by kinda kool i guess!

On friday theresa came over and we hung out and then later that day we went sk8ing...lmaoo yah theresa it was fun;)

And sabrina had came over to hang out during the weekend and we hung out and chiLLeD!

And On a sunday I went to Lakeside It was so much fun! x33 lmaoo sonya wet seal!!

And yesterday sabrina came over again we hung out again and we picked out our outfits for skewl! x33

Then today was rush week and damnnn so many cute boys!! cant wait Motts going to be so much fun...hehe! damn sabrina! he looks like him!!! xOxO

12 days until my birthday
14 days until skewl starts again

*Leave Me Bunches Of CoMMEntS*

xOx JaY JaY
MuAhHhHh

I LovE YoU

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life as we know it... [09 Aug 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | undiscovered ]

during the past week or so i went to the park a couple times...with melanie reta and sonya! It was so much fun! me and melanie ran to the ice cream truck and stuff! Then we just hung out after with everyone! Also on saturday i went to the wcc with sabrina+nikki and melanie and naomi and julia were up there and then stephanie and raina came to! it was so much fun! the cops came becuz the lady there just hates us! and it was so funny! like we didnt really think the lady had called the cops but half of us decided to leave and walk to McDonalds and then the cops came and told us to stop and the cops lectured us and crap! whatta day! Then yesterday i went to melanies place and it was fun...first she came to mine then i walked to hers and we talked and looked at pics and stuff! then i came home rented some movies and i saw seed of chuckie...and it was kinda stupid! and now today sabrina came over and we hung and chilled! lmaoo...we made barbeque wings and just talked about what teachers hated us! and all the drama in skewl! well it was fun! and then after she left...i went through my memories this summer! i have my beach bracelet...the fair bracelet...sk8 world coupon...fairwell ticket...carebear from fair...fairwell pics...everything! i kept it all! wow its just fun and sad seeing everything go away..like candii :'( and then niko! wow...everythings moving to fast! and lifes just going on every second...!!`*

anyways everyone commet x33

-JaY JaY
MuAhHhH
i love you:'(

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last day of skewl for me..the day i got suspended x33 :'( [06 Aug 2005|10:28am]
[ mood | sad ]

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ashley romaya...candii...me...and sabrina at my place

x33 jay jay
miss them all :-\

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my week :) [04 Aug 2005|01:39pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | shake it off-mariah carey ]

well on saturuday i went to the wcc it was so much fun!1 melanie the car..lmaoo! funniest shit ever! and then on monday i went to the park with everyone it was so much fun! taking pics and reta making fun of those gurls LMAOOO wow hella fun! then yesterday i didnt do much stayed home and watched real world omg that was soo sad how dannys mom died on valentines day..:'( ughh stupid melinda didnt cry until she found out danny wasnt coming bak! anyways well i talked to candii...gosh i miss that gurl x33

and heres our convo:
YuMMieKiSSes16: home...so when r u gonna come over to chill at my crib?
YuMMieKiSSes16: ?
x2ChaldOlicOus8x: idk yet
x2ChaldOlicOus8x: when do u want me too
YuMMieKiSSes16: wheneva u can get ur lil ghetto ass up here! damn gurl when the hell u gonna make ur mommie say ya? damn...seems like forever...damn..ima b like fuckin 1,000 years old til u come over...damn gurl
YuMMieKiSSes16: lol
x2ChaldOlicOus8x: lmaooooo
x2ChaldOlicOus8x: thats going in my away today
x2ChaldOlicOus8x: hehe

how much times is this gurl going to say damn? ^

anyways leave me lots of comments to get bak to

love u candii

i love him to...*

xox jay jay
MuAhHhH

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hey hey hey x333 [28 Jul 2005|12:29pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | be easy-massari ]

hey sry i hardly update now...its just idk? never in the mood anymore!
anyways here was my week...

I cant remember what date these all belonged to but they all happened! Anyways during the week I went to the WCC. . .it was so much fun! Melanie met me up there lmaooo the park was fun! And the hotdog hehe! I also remember that I went to melanies three times. Yah me and meLanie went to 7-11 with her aunt! lmaoo there was like no room for us to sit so we sat in the bak trunk! hehe! We got slurpess! HeHe! Well, my week was boring kind of in a way!

comment if u read this
xox jay jay

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HeRe WaS MaH WeeK [20 Jul 2005|09:53am]
[ mood | sad ]

Sunday-went to the mall and it was fun...I bought a lot of things and yah x33

and the other days I did nothing! Just stayed home and thought! But do u guys no that if u say something so mean it will come true? It's soo wierd man!
Candii BaBii Im soo sorry :'(

Well I have something to say to let it all out:
It hurts so much knowing I once had that cute little face and those nice cheeks with those glowing eyes right in my arms. . .and now that I think of It I dont anymore x33 When all my friends put me down u were there for me! You were the one who made this pain go away! I miss how you'd tell me I was beautiful and how I emant the world to u...I miss those sweet words...I miss all of it! You dont get it no boy ever did that to me before...and thats what hurts knowing I fell to hard and I made a stupid move! And when I made one stupid silly fucking mistake! You dont get it ur my world and without u Idk where to go! Im lost! Just realize and know this...every gurl deserves another chance! Becuz when i kissed u fireworks shot up knowing it was the greatest thing thats ever happened to me! I love u xoxo

just gimmie that chance! :'(

x3 JaY JaY

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I promised candii I'd update a lot now for her! x33 [17 Jul 2005|07:33am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

anyways I cant remember what I did with my week but here are some of the things I did...i remember sabrina came over and she lost her key...lmaoo! Then it took us half an hour flipping around tearing apart the house looking for her key...then it ended up being in her pocket...LmAoOoO!

Then Later that week on Friday candii came over with sabrina to pick me up to go sk8ing! and wow all i gotta say is wow! whatta buncha bullshit all this time i spent and wow! dont even get me started this was like the worst day ever for me :'( when i got home all i did was cry my eyes out! luckily candii spent the night and was there for me x33 i love her! then that night itook one of our favorite chocolates and split it in half and we ate it and wow it was good...lol! then the next morning we ordered two boxes of pizza and we were going to look good for the pizza person and shes like no it might be an old lady...and omg it was some hot guy with nice muscles in a nice mustang! lmaooo...good tymes!

Then yesterday I went to that red white and blue party and it was fun...lmaoo...me and gina were looking for some guys but they were all like 15 and above! lmaoo! lmaoooooo reta the cookie in the hat! lmaoooo! wow whatta night!

today im going to the mall...hehe! this is going to be fun


x33
*I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND NO ONE AND NOTHINGS GOING TO STOP THAT*
x3 JaY JaY
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Sry I havent updated...my computers been jacked up...grr i hate it [10 Jul 2005|08:46pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | real love ]

Yah...so my computers been messed up for a while and ughh...I hate it...it'll take until sunday for it to get fixed and how canI live without a computer! But tonight im spending the night at my cousions house! anyways here was my whole week...take time to read it for me if u loved me. . .

Monday-It was the fourth of july and I had went to go see fireworks up at ACE...it was fun i guess! and that was about it! Happy fourth of july peoples!

Tuesday-Melanie came over and so did the guys and me and melanie took one of the guys cell phones and started taking pictures of our assses...lmaooo...it was soo funny! and then i chased the guys with scissors...LmAoOoO! it was funny! Poor things...hehe...sorry!

wednesday-Melanie came over again and while she was on her way we saw a wanted dog poster and we took it off and gave it to ej and we're like we found the guy lets go give u in ej and get our reward...LmAoOo! wow it was funny...hehe!

Thursday-John broke up with me for some stupid reason...it was a thursday night! it hrut me soo much becuz I dont think I'll ever find someone as much as I liked him! I miss him so much! and idk if it'll ever work out again but this boy i loved a lot x33! then that night the made a chat room bought me and everyone was talking shit...i just sat there reading everything everyone had to say and i cried all night bout it....i couldnt even go to sleep! what hurts the most is u said he was rite bout me...! :'( and it was his birthday to! I still wanna find that perfect one...u guys just wouldnt believe how much i cried! x3

Friday-I went to sabrinas place ad we chilled there then we went sk8ng...we werent going to go becuz we had no ride but then we finally got a ride...i got to see brandon and John and turned out all those other bois didnt show up! Then I came across some boy N idk things were a lil insane! Idk who to like becuz every boy i start to like they start to like me to but then something has to go rong...like all those rumors!! idk...? my night wasnt all that i expected!

Saturday-I went to sabrinas house and we went swimming and tanned a little bit! and we talked...and idk shes such a good friend x33 thanx sabrina for everything! cuz then she walked me home...dont u wish ur ebs friend was like that? anyways go get ur own...lol! Then after sabrinas I cleaned up the house and then my mom let me go to Melanies place a little bit. . .it was fun we talked And hung around! After Melanies place she came over and i had to clean upsum more gosh damnit! then we were going to take pics but i guess we didnt! Lmaoo then we went downstairs and tried going on the stupid computer but it kept messing up and lmaoo melanie the mop thing was sooo fucking funny! hehe! anyways this day was so much fun!

Today-I went to my sisters communion thing and it was okay...we took soo many pictures and my feet hurt now! then after that we came home and ate a lot! Then people were going to come over tonight but I just decided to come over my cousions house and spend the night here becuz its so boring at home! and idk? yah and all day i talked to sabrina on the phone! yah shes the best x3333 MuAhHh

anyways I dont no who i liked im so confused. . .!
Comment me if u read this and took the time to read it...hehe!

x3 JaY JaY

SiNgLe. . .HoLLa

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hey babes [03 Jul 2005|08:42pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Thursday-Raquel came over unexpected and brought the fairwell pics there so cute! I look so good in them...lmaoo! we hung out and talked and had fun!

Friday-raquel came over again and so did candii...and wow a lot happened...all i gotta say is "Tampon" LMAOOO! imma die...hehe! that was sooo funny!! and raquel left after that big incident happened! and then later that day me and candii went sk8ing and i made the biggest mistake ever! I was with this white boy all day...wow i messed up...instead of being with him i coulda been with john...becuz that other fag wouldnt do shit...all he'd do was play around with his cell...while i sat there waiting for something to happen! all i got was one lame hug and maybe a talk for about a minute! wow it sucked...i regret it all! Im so dumb...I only spent 15 minutes with john...grr...i am so dumb! every second i went with ermin he left me...every second i wanted to talk with him he went away...wow whatta fag...he told me straight out i was a hoe..and it hurts. Becuz u no...how can u just say im a hoe when u dont no me! whatever im so dumb for falling for him...that night me and candii came home crying! e made a mistake that we both regret!

Saturday-Candii spent the night on friday and this day we hardly did anything...we walked up to mott and stuff and then we walked up to 7-11 and got slurpees....some guys wanted our numbers...i said im to young..lmaoo...we got 8 cars to honk at us...hell yah thats what im saying;) then we hardly did anything after that...melanie came over also and we chilled

Sunday-candii spent the night again on saturday...he mom picked her up this morning and then melanie and her sis came with me to the mall..it was soo much fun! then after the mall melanie stayed here for a bit...then me aNd melanie walked up to the church with my bro and ej and played basketball with them! Then she had to leave and the rest of my day was boring!

comment me x33
I Love u John

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well my last couple of days were boring without my babii candii! [29 Jun 2005|05:03pm]
[ mood | thinking... ]

I miss candii so much! x33! I love that babe! and shes gone! my lifes so boring with out her! Anyways lemme tell u my week so far:

Saturday-Candiis last day and she moved! and I cant remember what i did! Oh yah I was sitting at home crying my eyes out on the phone with sabrina telling her bout that boy i met who broke my heart! i seriously was going to kill myself! then i got a phone call that wasnt expected and it was HIM! I was thrilled beynd belief! No joke! But me and him are just friends I guess! I'll live with that as long as his goodbye wasnt really forever!

Sunday-I went to the mall and it was fun I guess...niko came along to! which was okay i guess. I bought this one dress for my sisters communion party...its okay i mean! I'll show u pics of it later...hehe! Then after the mall my mom and the whole family including niko went to my cuzions house and stuff and we played basketball and the HOTTEST black boys were there and DAYMNNNN! i was like holy shit im getting there numbers...lmaoo...so the one cute ass boy who looked like usher asked how old I was im like 13 he's like im 16 sryy! MANNN...i shoulda said i was 16! i woulda gotten a number. but his friend liked me but ewwww! yuck no way..blah..lmaoo!

Monday-I think sabrina came over on this day...we chilled and hung out and stuff! It was fun...hehe...nice dick ;)

Tuesday-ummm...i stayed home and we had to move the computer downstairs cuz she hated all me and my brothers friends coming over everyday and going in my brothers room to go on it! so she set it up downstairs and i went and stole the cable modem and i went online all night talking to my babii john! damn i love that boy x33

Today-I went to Lakeside with my cuzions and it was fun! I was taking a pic of these hot guys passing by and they were like too far from us so i didnt no they'd see me! so i took the pic and my cuz was like OMG they turned around and saw u...IM LIKE NO EFFING WAY! so i didt believe her until she zoomed into the picture and one of the guys heads was turned my way smiling...LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! it was sooooooooo funny! Then I came home and called my babii gurls candii and sabrina x33 I LOVE THEM TO DEATH! MuAhHh!

Oh yah I got my report card today! Look how much my grades changed from the beginning of the year to the end..OMG I NEVER GOT A U in my life be4! and then again TWO U'S! wow i sould just hate myself for that but who cares...i still look cute! thats all that matters...lmaoo

gym-C+ conduct=U
science=D conduct=S
lang arts=B+ condust=S
communications=A- conduct=S
social studies= B- conduct= U
math=B conduct=G

leave me comments to get bak to
i love u so much john x33

x3 jay jay

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OhH BaBii OhH BaBii. . .!! [25 Jun 2005|05:25am]
[ mood | crushed ]

Thursday-candii ashley and stacii and all the guys came over! It was so much fun. First be4 stacii came over ashley and niko got a room and they were both in my moms room talking and that was all! And candii and someone were in another room just talking..LMAOO! But anyways so ashley and niko were in a room and my mom comes and they didnt hear the garage open and my mom walks into the house and sees her room locked...and she find niko and ashley come outta there...LMAOOO! so ashley had to leave MY MOM WAS SOO PISSED! Then me and candii had some fun doing whatever we were doing...we had to quickly clean up and candii was vacummin and she vacummed my brothers ID card thingy! LmAoOo! And then smoke started coming outta the vacumme...it was so funny! Then stacii came over and me and candii were eating chicken and she couldnt stand us eating it..LMAOO! and I went outside and talked on the phone while they did whatever in the house! It was WILD! Then they all left besides candiicuz she spent the night over here! wow I love that gurl!

Friday-The guys came over AGAIN! And me and candii chilled around the house! we got Ready and stuff and we talked a little bit! Then we went to sk8 world! I havent been there in forever. And since it was candiis last day to hang out be4 she moves i thought it woulda ben fun! so we got there and I found a boy and things happened...then I went off with some other boy and he became so mad becuz fifrst of all he wouldnt even talk to me and thats why I did it! So u guys understand how Im so effig stupid! Then I guess he had a choice to couple sk8 with me and he walked away and said I dont trust u anymore after what I've heard and stuff! wow that hurt me so I started to cry:*( Then I met some other boy and he amde my night so much better! He made me forget that other fag! awww and he's so cute and sweet! and I also saw x-zavier...like while i was sk8ing im like hey babe! then i look at him again im like OMG X-ZAVIER?? and we hugged and all and I told him I mised him and how I never got a chaNce to say goodbye to him at the last day of skewl! wow He's such a good friend x33

Today Idk what imma do yet...but its prolly going to be fun since everday of my summer has been fun!

Man I keep thinking about that boy that did that to me! I guess sorrys arent enough anymore! IM SOOO STUPID...i CAN JUST KILL MYSELF FOR THAT!

and NOW CANDIIS leaving me!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE THIS DAY HAS FINALLY COME! BABES I LOVE U AND IM GOIN TO ISS U SOO MUCH U JUSTDONT UNDERSTAND MUAHHH!

anyways comment...
-JaY JaY

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Hey BaBeSz! [23 Jun 2005|06:53am]
[ mood | flirty ]

Hey well hows everyones summers going? anyways lemme update mine: MuaHHHHH!

TuEsday-Candii wanted to come over so badly! and I wanted her to come over to...so I walked my ass all the way up to her house and then I walked all the way with her bak to mine! Took about an hour? somewhere near there! And when she came over we went swimming in my neighbors pool...then went tanning a bit! And my brother and niko locked us outta the house and crap and niko took forever to open the door so we started hitting them and stuff! It was soo funny! I wanted to stay the night at Candiis but my mom was bitching!

Wednesday-UmMM...All the guys came over...and they wanted me to make them their effing food so i did and they all fought over it...lmaoo! Then my bro had to go somewhere with my mom so the guys had to leave! Then once my bro left...i snuck the guys all bak in the house! and they wouldnt leave after! gosh! hehe but it was kinda fun!

Anyways today imma hang out with candii and sabrina cuz candiis moving in a couple of days!. . .:(
GoSh! I love that gurl and Im never going to forget her! MuAhHh!

I LoVe HiM To
He KnOwS wHo He Is!

CoMmeNt PeOpLeSz! x33

<3 JaY JaY

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Hey Hey Hey!! [21 Jun 2005|06:05am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Here was what i did yesterday and the day be4:

Sunday-I was supposed to go to the beach with Candii but she left early. . .so I called up sabrina and she came along. It was sooo much fun! We got so many numbers and every guy we saw hit on us! These two guys asked us to go in the bathroom with them and these chaldean guys were like baking us up and saying no we dont want to and shit! My name was Stacii and Sabrinas name was Cameron! LMAOOO...and we were pretending to be 16 it was soo much fun! This other guy came up to us and he was soooo finee! and then my dad showed up and started going crazy and yelling at me and shit! man...I wanted that guys number...my dads so noisy. It was just fun!

Monday-The guys came over...and sabrina came over and it was crazy/fun! How can I put it in words....ummm I had no privacy!! LMAOOO

Today-I might go to candiis and hang out there...idk yet!

Candiis leaving next month! wow so many memories! Its going to hurt to see her g away just like that:(:(:(

CoMmEnT if YoU lOvE Me
<3 JaY JaY

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My summer so far!! [19 Jun 2005|05:41am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Hold you down-J.Lo ]

Thursday-got suspended and i still went bak to beer and gave everyone their hugs...then i came home had a lil party with my friends and stuff! It was soo damn fun! Then we went to the fair and I went with sabrina and candii it was fun...we went on rides got mad at eachother but all n all this day was the best ever!

Friday-Just hung around with the guys when they came over...it was also fun! The house was fucking messy as hell. Then when they left my mom ordered pizza for us cuz everyone ate all our food...LMAOO!

Saturday-Candii came over and we chilled at my place...then we went to sabrinas place and then we came bak to my place. We ordered pizza and then chased an ice cream truck. hen candii had to leave for bout 10 minutes then she came bak...we went to the wcc for a lil bit then me and her went to the fair! AWW nathan is soo sweet for trying to get me my carebear! MuAh! But it''s okay stanley stole me someones fish and then I went and traded it for a big pink carebear...hehe! After some kid tore off my carebear tag and I got pised so candii said just for you...you can rip off my tag...awww shes sooo sweet man i love her!! Then we chilled around with the guys and then we started dropping off niko at his place late last night and ej was like Why is ur dad watering the grass at night? LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO seriously LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO who waters the grass in the middle of the night? Anyways funny shiz ever! Then while we were dropping off candii we saw a little girl walking in the dark outta no where all alone...and ejs like we got some wierd people living in this world...lmaoo! Then candii got her things and spent the night at my place

Today-Me and candii are prolly going to go to the beach! It's going to be so much fun!

Update soon <l3 leave me comments I love being single xox! MuAh -JaY JaY

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the last week of skewl! [16 Jun 2005|05:06am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Graduation x33 ]

wow...so much happened this year I cant explain...I never got a chance to say goodbye to everyone be4 I got suspended...and it hurts soo much! My yearbook isnt even fully signed yet...and I dont no anymore...I LOVE U ALL AND IMMA MISS BEER MIDDLE SKEWL SO MUCH! I got trouble at skewl cuz that gay fag mrs. lingefelter took away my fucking yearbook. . .which shes a bitch becuz shes like everyone put away ur yearbooks and im over here one second away from taking it from melanie and she comes and takes it from us and is like to late! God I hate that fucking faGet. . .so then she yells at melanie and is all like melanie stop talkign to jessica...bitch fuck u she can if she wants!!! And then she thought maryam and nazdar were talking so she takes there finals and rips them up! GODDD SHE PISSES ME OFFFFFF! so i wrote a paper saying i hate her and that she should watch what imma do...and then somehow i lost it somewhere and turns out she found it gave it to mr. bigelow and i got suspended...i cried constantly i couldnt stop cuz i never even got a chance to say bye to him! It hurtsss soo much! writing this makes me cry a lot to...just thinking of everyone and how they get to enjoy the last day of skewl...while im hearing moaping and crying cuz i cant seem to say goodbye anymore :( u guys dont understand...my 8th grade yr i got my yearbook taken away so i couldnt get a lot of signatures and then i suspended...then i gave my yarbook to sabrina and she left it at home...NOW I DONT EVEN GET MY FRIENDS SIGNATURES! WHAT SUX MOST IS I HAVE TO WAIT 3 FUCKING MONTHS TO SEE THEM NOW CUZ I GOT SUSPENDED OVER SOMETHING SOO FUCKING STUPID! wow...u people just dont understand!

Candii-u just dont understand what u mean to me...the world seems so empty without u in it! wow where do i start? i remember during the summer we'd call eachother and everything and we got closer and i remember that big fight last year and wow! It was drama and hectic but we made it through...i remember when i wanted beer middle to end soo soon...then tears dropped down my face when everyone was leaving me...and now ur leaving to...I never even got a chance to say bye to everyone...candii without u it feels liek im not gonna have anyone to help me with my problems and everything! like when i need something u'd always be there for me...now it feels like its done and over with...man im never gonna forget u...rememebr ur house and the butt cheeks...lmaooo...and that one time at the mall and everything! It was soo much fun. Im never gonna forget what a great friend u were to me! I remember that day when steven was over u came over my house to...just to help me. I love u soo much ur the bestest, sweetest gurl ever! all the memories and great times we shared...u running around that house in ur bikini...lmaooo...man words can never express what a great friend u were to me! Never gonna forget those fun memories! Im glad i met you...and now that ur moving my world is collapsing one by one! becuz without u i feel empty<3 man im going to miss u sooooo much <33 candii i love u BFFL! not a day less <333 muah!:(

CLASS OF 2009 PICTURES!!! )

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farewell picture [12 Jun 2005|06:56am]
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for left to right...sabrina...me...candii...and ashley

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i love u brandon

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Goodbye everyone i love u all [10 Jun 2005|07:40pm]
[ mood | crying eyes out ]

everyones moving and there's going to be no one left I love them all man:( i just wanna cry so badly right now u dont understand! it hurts so much to realize that we're going to move on to bigger things...put behind all ur old friends most of them that are moving and the rest all change...its gonna hurt soo much...wow u guys dont understand i just got to make newer friends this year...like melanie and shes the sweetest and greatest ever! shes soo funny and i dont no where I'd be without her man shes the best...and candii wow that gurl is the greatest of all becuz without her me and sabrina wouldnt of been friends and she helps me when i need it she helps me through everything and when shes gone then i wont no who to talk to! its gonna hurt me so much wow u guys wont understand it! Today was the fairwell and it was the greatest day of al time! wow...i got what i wanted and everything went my way! I got a pic of all my friends and i going to miss half of them when they move...i keep thinking bout it and its making me cry soo much! How could three yrs pass by so fast? The fights were just a waste of time cuz in the end we all became friends again! I just wish we all stay friends for life...I dont want any of u guys to move...I DONT!!! :(:(:( wow I got hugs from eeryone and Idk where imma be right now...got to dance with xzavier and I got a chance to hang out with people I never talked to be4...wow...until i get my pics developed here's my pin that i scanned...wow it hurts so much to see my friends go away....man:(


wow 4 yrs went by so fast and i love u so much! sabrina i love u to...is all comes down to candii becuz she introduced me to sabrina and sabrina introduced me to wasan and so on! wow its hurting me so much

I love them soo much!
post the pix later...

I love u brandon <3
comment people if u care and will miss me
-JaY JaY

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